Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Emerging

Fuji FP-100c Film
Even though I'm emerging from the hibernation I had retreated into I am still surrendering as a practice.

I'm letting go of the fact that this year, thank yous from my daughter's party will not be sent.

I'm accepting that right now I'm currently without a nice DSLR camera thanks to my cat knocking mine to the floor with speedlight still attached.

I'm recognizing that I don't need to scrapbook every moment of my daughters life and it is ok to just put the photos in albums. The memories matter more.

I'm realizing that in less than 2 weeks I will be on my way to New York City and will probably be scared shitless in anticipation of being in a big city.

There is plenty of goodness going on around here. I'm grateful for that. Slowly I'm making my way back into the light again. I've been busy working on my Etsy shop and have several new items listed. I hope you will take a moment to check it out. More cards will be up by next week.

3 comments:

  1. I love this post. I sadly don't have a good digital camera right now either, just our Android's camera.

    I know the feeling of not being able to complete something (as in the thank you cards) and while it's tough to let go, it's also so, so freeing.

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  2. will be going to check those out sister

    on a personal note...you words really resonate with me
    it has been an interesting year
    I have emerged and transformed
    it is good, but so unexpected....

    love and light

    oh time to come by for a little gifty : ) inspired by you
    http://loveandlight-cat.blogspot.ca/2012/12/a-gift-for-you-and-christmas-prequel.html

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  3. Good for you Celina :). Reading your intentions and commitment to surrender brings a calm in me as well. And I am so excited for you and your NYC trip!!! Off to check out your shop!!

    hugs

    ps. Following you on instagram has been pure fun and joy

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